Hi! I dont think my first post is about me. haha i just started off just like that. okay okay, im gonna start talking about me. Dont judge, i dont like what society has becoming now, hmm. okay go...

 

Noordiana Binte Noordin. I am fifteen years old now schooling in Springfield Secondary School. My dad passed away on 2009, when i was primary six. since then, my life was hard. i had to move on and stay strong for what obstacles may come. I got an older brother. But i also have two step siblings. Okay, im dating this boy, Faresh. He's a hottie. My life changed since I met him. But before that, i have this huge major crush on him. he really didnt notice me yet. we're in the same school so yeah... hah. whenever its his recess, i kept on seeing him everywhere i go haha its crazy. i got butterflies in my stomach. i dont think he have that same feelings as me. so i lose hope. i really have to move on... tomorrow onwards, i received a DM from Faresh. fucking shock and happy at the same time and my mind is like asdfghjklqwertyuiop you know? AHHHHH.! i was with my bestfriend, Maznah. And i fangirled coz he somehow look like Zayn Malik....... im creepy i know. but he really look like Zayn! people agreed with me so i win. we DM for about 1 week there. we didnt text bcs i didnt have a phone. it was on repair. that one night, very late at night...we confessed everything and i have to say i miss that moment alot. :'-( when i got back my phone, we texted alot. we're contacting. we indirect tweets with each other and mention to each other. we fought a lot i swear but those fights made our love so strong. haha. that one fight i always remember... we didnt talk for three days and i swear everything starts to fall apart. we stalked each other's twitter and we indirect. i almost give up.. but i swear he's the most sweetest thing. i decided to stay with him. and then, he asked me for uh....i dont want to say its a stead. coz stead is too mainstream haha. he asked me to be his girlfriend. :D HAHAHAHAHHAHA so we hook up. He's gonna be my last. No one could ever replace him. Thats all? Haha.

 

I swear we're infinite. He doesnt know I have a blog yet. xD Will tell him after his O's bcs I dont want to bother him while he is studying. Oh! We stopped contacting for a while... :-( He said he'll come back on 8November bcs thats when O levels end. I hope our love is still strong bcs without him my life is not the way it used to be. So, that is all. Comments? Keep it to yourself. Thanks. Byeee! :-)