about
Beauty Queen of only 15
O hi dere! I'm Noordiana, 5teen. Schooling in Springfield Secondary.
I love one direction and ♡Marina and the Diamonds♡.
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Instagram: @butterfly_hai
Hate pricks.
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Tuesday, October 30, 2012
Noordiana. @ 4:21 AM
Hi! I dont think my first post is about me. haha i just started off just like that. okay okay, im gonna start talking about me. Dont judge, i dont like what society has becoming now, hmm. okay go...
Noordiana Binte Noordin. I am fifteen years old now schooling in Springfield Secondary School. My dad passed away on 2009, when i was primary six. since then, my life was hard. i had to move on and stay strong for what obstacles may come. I got an older brother. But i also have two step siblings. Okay, im dating this boy, Faresh. He's a hottie. My life changed since I met him. But before that, i have this huge major crush on him. he really didnt notice me yet. we're in the same school so yeah... hah. whenever its his recess, i kept on seeing him everywhere i go haha its crazy. i got butterflies in my stomach. i dont think he have that same feelings as me. so i lose hope. i really have to move on... tomorrow onwards, i received a DM from Faresh. fucking shock and happy at the same time and my mind is like asdfghjklqwertyuiop you know? AHHHHH.! i was with my bestfriend, Maznah. And i fangirled coz he somehow look like Zayn Malik....... im creepy i know. but he really look like Zayn! people agreed with me so i win. we DM for about 1 week there. we didnt text bcs i didnt have a phone. it was on repair. that one night, very late at night...we confessed everything and i have to say i miss that moment alot. :'-( when i got back my phone, we texted alot. we're contacting. we indirect tweets with each other and mention to each other. we fought a lot i swear but those fights made our love so strong. haha. that one fight i always remember... we didnt talk for three days and i swear everything starts to fall apart. we stalked each other's twitter and we indirect. i almost give up.. but i swear he's the most sweetest thing. i decided to stay with him. and then, he asked me for uh....i dont want to say its a stead. coz stead is too mainstream haha. he asked me to be his girlfriend. :D HAHAHAHAHHAHA so we hook up. He's gonna be my last. No one could ever replace him. Thats all? Haha.
I swear we're infinite. He doesnt know I have a blog yet. xD Will tell him after his O's bcs I dont want to bother him while he is studying. Oh! We stopped contacting for a while... :-( He said he'll come back on 8November bcs thats when O levels end. I hope our love is still strong bcs without him my life is not the way it used to be. So, that is all. Comments? Keep it to yourself. Thanks. Byeee! :-)
Little Things. @ 3:50 AM
Im just listening to Little Things by One Direction. i swear it is so addictive. i keep on repeating the some. its always on replay. i'll cry myself to sleep while listening to this song. and i'll doze off. it really meant something to me, i meant the song is so meaningful. that song is about insecurities of girls. what girls insecures at, everything. that song was written by Ed Sheeran. Ed understands girls alot. I mean, wow. how did he know that? Okay, im gonna post this lyrics here. :
Your hand fits in mine like it’s made just for me
But bear this in mind it was meant to be
And I’m joining up the dots with the freckles on your cheeks and it all makes sense to me
I know you’ve never loved the crinkles by your eyes when you smile,
I know you’ve never loved the crinkles by your eyes when you smile,
You’ve never loved your stomach or your thighs
The dimples in your back at the bottom of your spine but I’ll love them endlessly
CHORUS:
CHORUS:
I won’t let these little things slip out of my mouth
But if i do It’s you Oh it’s you
They add up to
I’m in love with you
And all these little things
You cant go to bed without a cup of tea
You cant go to bed without a cup of tea
And maybe that’s the reason that you talk in your sleep
And all those conversation are the secrets that I keep
Though it makes no sense to me
I know you’ve never loved the sound of your voice on tape
I know you’ve never loved the sound of your voice on tape
You never want to know how much weigh
You still have to squeeze into your jeans
But you’re perfect to me
[BACK TO CHORUS]
Meaningful right? sigh im tearing right now haha. its like i've been ignored. no one ask me if im okay. ive been so strong but im so weak. i gotta be strong for him. i dont care. sigh, i'll post again later. bye.
Monday, October 29, 2012
@ 2:43 AM
Little Things by One Direction is out now guys! Omg, those lyrics. Those lyrics is meant for you. Oklah nak jiwang lah guys. GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOODBYEEEEEEEEEEE :)
back to blogging, i guess. @ 12:09 AM
love,
Diana